When my twin boys did a project at school on The First World War, we researched the life of Robert Whiting, Brighton goal-keeper and WW1 soldier. A story emerged from the details I found.
Pom Pom emerged from 138 Westbourne Street into a bright May afternoon. It was just a one-mile stroll to the Goldstone Ground and he had always enjoyed the walk from his front door to the ground. It helped him prepare his mind for the match. As a goalkeeper, his mind had to be ready and focused. He was the last man, the protecter of the team, the one they all relied on.
Usually, Pom Pom would pass excited fans on the way to the game. He would always smile and wave when “POM POM” was shouted from a window. He loved his nickname; it came from the QF 1-pounder auto cannon which made a booming and distinctive sound. The Albion fans had chosen the name for him because of his incredible goal-kicks that were launched up the field like cannon balls, causing havoc for the opposition.
But now, the walk wasn’t the glorious ego-boosting stroll that he had enjoyed throughout his seven years in Brighton. Alongside the occasional shouts of encouragement, there were angry voices as well.
“COWARD!”
“SHIRKER!”
“TRAITOR!”
The jeers followed Pom Pom’s walk and instead of a bold march, the mile-walk was more of a shamefaced shuffle. Nine months earlier, Britain had declared war on Germany and the nation’s men were signing up in their droves and yet here were a bunch of healthy young athletes idling away their time playing football. No one seemed to be paying attention to football any more. There was a battle being fought across the sea. In comparison to that, who cared about the battle being fought on the football field this afternoon between Brighton and Hove Albion and Crystal Palace?
It was with a heavy heart that Pom Pom stood in his goalmouth that afternoon as Brighton finished their season with a narrow 1-0 victory. He’d kept a clean sheet but he didn’t have a clear conscience and he knew that he had to do something about it and do something about, he did. Within a month, he had swapped the vibrant green of the goalkeeper jersey for the khaki green of a soldier’s uniform and he would never go back.
He wasn’t the only footballer who made this decision. The public shame of playing football while other men were fighting and dying was too much and the Football Battalion was created and at the same time, the football league was abandoned until peace was declared.
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POM… POM… the guns boomed and Pom Pom didn’t smile and wave but grimaced and gritted his teeth. He hated the sound, hated what it meant… that men were dying and agony was being inflicted on the human race. Trench warfare was brutal, crawling in sludge and guts, not knowing what day might be your last. When he wrote letters home to his beloved Nellie, he filled them with trite football cliches about scoring against the opposition and hoping for promotion. He couldn’t bring himself to write about what he was really experiencing. Shielding it from Nellie was shielding it from himself as well.
Each day felt like a lifetime. When he wasn’t busy, gruesome images of what he had seen swum through his head, so he kept himself as busy as possible, moving machinery, cleaning kit, digging tunnels. Busyness was his friend. A task to complete meant his mind was occupied and if his mind was occupied, it wasn’t consumed with terror.
One evening, with his limbs wooden and weary, Pom Pom removed his shirt to get into bed and when he glanced down at his chest, he saw that it was angry, red, inflamed. He’d been itching absentmindedly at it all day and thought nothing of it, but something clearly wasn’t right and he knew what it was instantly. Scabies. Many soldiers had gone down with it. In the grim trench conditions, mites flourished and these mites had burrowed into his flesh and were feasting on him. Pom Pom smiled. He knew this was his ticket home. Scabies was aggressively contagious, sometimes even deadly and he needed to be removed from the trench as quickly as possible.
Two months later
Pom Pom knew the summon would come and the thought of it left him physically shaking and gasping for breath. Each time he felt his breath shortening, he would grip Nellie’s hand tightly and she would rub her other hand up and down his back murmuring, “It’s alright, it’s alright…” Nothing was alright, but gradually his breath would slow and the shaking would slowly subside and a solitary tear would crawl down his face as he looked into his wife’s eyes.
That morning, Pom Pom had received two pieces of news. “Do you want the good news first or the bad news?” his manager, John Ronson had used to say. Both pieces of news had always been trivial. “The bad news is, they’ve got big Billy Blyth up front. The good news is, Pom Pom’s going to keep him out all day long” and the team would chuckle and run out full of confidence. This morning the good news had been wonderful, beautiful, life-changing: Nellie was pregnant and the bad news had been terrible, agonising, life-ending: Pom Pom had been called back to war.
“I’m not going,” he said through sobs as he rested his head on Nellie’s lap and imagined that he could hear the heartbeat of his child within her womb.
Nellie had thought that he would change his mind, but Pom Pom was resolute. He wasn’t going back to war. As a soldier, his mind had to be ready and focused. It wasn’t. The scabies had gone, but he wasn’t well and this is what he said time and time again when the letters became increasingly threatening as he missed one deadline to return and then another. It took 133 days of refusing before Pom Pom was finally arrested for desertion. As two police officers led Pom Pom from his house, Mrs Jones from number 135 shouted the same word he’d heard months earlier before this nightmare: “COWARD!”
His punishment for desertion could have been death at the hands of a firing squad, but Britain were desperate for soldiers and Pom Pom found himself demoted and sent back to war. The only time the shaking and the gasping never seemed to happen was in the middle of battle when the POM POMs could be heard echoing around the trenches. It was in these moments that Pom Pom found he could be brave, that he wasn’t a coward, that even though his head was scrambled, he could still run and fight and shoot.
On 28th April 1917, Pom Pom was told that further progress was going to be made towards the German line. For three weeks solid, Britain had been inching forwards, every inch gained costing hundreds of lives, and today was the day that Pom Pom’s life would be part of that cost. Pom Pom had thought of his son just before going out to fight; he wondered whether he would ever see him - it was a common thought, a wondering whether this child would ever know him. Out on the battlefield, there wasn’t time to think and when the soldier alongside Pom Pom suddenly collapsed to the floor, Pom Pom was there, holding his hand telling him it would be alright just like Nellie had done for him. It wouldn’t be alright. As Pom Pom comforted the man, a shell erupted just inches from him. Pom Pom would never see his son, but he would be told over and over by Nellie that his father was a hero.


